When I know I can’t have you

You have always been the first thought that comes into mind,

Every morning when I lie awake on my bed;

You are my very last thought before I fall asleep,

Every night at the edge of oblivion;

Gazing upon my imaginary constellations…

On my bed, I lay…

I could see, the things that would have been;

The many ways I could love you~

You got me so deep baby…

How could I ever forget you?

It hurts so much,

To know that I can’t have you…

*Every time I close my eyes,

  There you are;

  Right in front of me,

  Standing right there;

  I’d try to hold you,

  But I couldn’t reach;

  I LOVE you baby,

  So much you couldn’t see…

No one that has ever touched my heart,

Could change me the way you did;

It altered me too much,

Now that you want to let it all go;

I know for sure, I can’t have you~

The heartaches and pain that I’ve concealed inside of me,

I know that if I said it out loud;

I’d risk losing you forever…

So~

*Chorus*

My heart… it’s tired

Aches even more when I think about you,

And the way you ignore me;

When you think I didn’t know,

I’m always trying to forget;

How hurt I am,

~Because I really really love you~

But it just wouldn’t disappear;

Because…

*Chorus*

I love you baby,

I only wish you could see >.<                                                     Done by: Esme 12 September 2010