The True Character of the Rottweiler

The CLEAREST explanation I could ever give you baby~!

Truth about everything is I really loved you before,
But then things changed~
I got to let go,
I already told myself I wouldn't love you the same way I did before~
then came yesterday..
your one of a kind friends messed everything up~
(I swear I wouldn't let this go easy)
I told them what I felt; was the truth yesterday..
you read it.. you got hurt~
you told me not to mess with your heart.. if I didn't meant what I said,
problem was.. I really want to tell you I meant every single word I said to you before~
what you don't know is you are the closes friend I treated..
not the way it was not when I saw you as a lover~
when I said I didn't think I want to be with you any more, you got hurt
when I said what I said was just for fun .. I was referring to the PMs and statuses .. you couldn't take it
then after that I told you to look back to the poem I wrote to prove what I said was true~
you misunderstood again, you thought I was still in love with you..
sorry to say NO I am NO LONGER in LOVE with you..
you are more than that, you are a life long friend I thought I could keep~
Thanks to your friends, This isn't possible any more
I read through your message more than a million times over the hours
wondering what you really wanted.. It left me Blank with confusion
I hope God could make things right~ coz I don't know what to do any more..
After trying my BEST for these few months, I finally wanna say I feel like giving up~
Only friends? I don't know if I could live with this compromise when it wasn't me who did wrong this time..
LIFE is sooooo freaking unfair to me..~!!!